arrghhh... there were many things that happened last week and uhm... im 30% happy, 30% n0t-in-the-mood and 40% paranoid...anyway...
CONGRATULATIONS!!! MR. Vivencio Fuentes!!! hehe.... yikee... hah! if i was not there, maraming pwedeeng mangyari na di maganda.. anyway, i already knew that she will say "yes"["oo, sige, ok lang"], even not directly.. basta...
back to me...
i hate myself.. card-giving...
4.0 in math
3.0 in physics and chem
2.75 in STR...
bitz... then my parents sort of scold me for not doing anything about it.. well what can i do?? as if they know what i'm doing...crap.... after we got my card, my father and lance leave already for the hospital and i stayed there... then kuya gian invited me to play o2jam at itlog... pampawwala ng depression....
anyway... i still hate myself... i blame myself for not blaming someone... i mean, i can't blame her even though she doesn't appreciate that she is important to me... manhid lang talaga sya.. that's why i'm blaming myself... i dunno why i can't blame her....
i totally suck...
-_-